I like doing this thing I do, you know? like, being the way I am with him. In the end, I'm just having fun with his face, even if he's getting all wrong, I'm still laughing, so, it's not bad, is it?
I like "playing", if we can call it playing.



I'm just thinking, ok?

dramin, how effective you are. i love you for making me sleep.
thanks
bia

I have so much in my mind. Stuff is happening and I don't even know what to do with myself.


I seriously wish she would stop lying and saying that she cares and still loves me, 'cause we both know we are barely friends now. :/

Happy New (fucking) Year, right?

can you believe it's 2011? no? yeah, me either. but it's like "hey, it's just a normal day" and we don't get to work, but yeah, i don't work, + i'm on summer break AND it's a saturday! so what ever, hey, it's new decade! yes, that's nice but it's the same life. i think people believe too much in time/date change and less in self change. it all start with us.

i always have the weirdest dreams. so, today i dreamt that people i miss were missing me, and it kind of made me better. but it's terrible when you wake up and realize that it was JUST a dream.

there is a parallel universe somewhere. at least, inside my head, there is. and there, we are still friends. you live here. i'm happy almost all the time, i live in a nice place. and things work out just fine, you know?
you know, beyond "you" and "we", there is a bunch of people. and a lot of wishes too.

i don't it's just that you talking to me and then, it's weird. whatever. fuck it [/chris <3]

so, i had a dream.. no, i LIVED a dream.
and then, now, when i see the pictures, it's hard to believe that it was real.
like, when hear a song, and i think "oh, the guy who's singing, probably won't remember but he know that i exist" or daniel's picture made me think "jesus, i met that guy and that phone which he's taking a picture with, yeah, i'm in there, babe!"
it makes me feel good, you know? alive at last (:
now, i'm back to misfits