that's when i want to turn off all this damn shit i have to make me "connected" to this damn world and just disappear. i kind of wish that someone would notice, but then, i realize that no one is going to fucking miss me, and that i'll just be hurting my fucking self again. but wait, i'm doing it right now, while i'm talking to people. i guess i'm just fucked up.

thanks, sunshinhes (: (maybe not)