oh well.. there are so many things bugging me right now.
and yeah, im gonna fucking live alone for the rest of my fucking life.
and yeah, my super low self-esteem is killing me.
i can't be like the people i see, i can't change who i am, that wears the fuck out of me, no one can understand and i don't think i'm able to explain. i HATE being alone like this, it always makes me feel bad and want to cry.
and to make it worse, i can't write or paint or draw anymore, i don't think i'll have a good future. i'm totally fucked up and i don't even know when this all started and when it's gonna end, if this going to end.
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