Can you show me where it hurts?

ok.. so, i got my self wondering about it now. i know what i feel, and for who i feel that. but, why, now, what someone just told me made me so.. weird? i'm not really sure of the word for that. it's just a very weird feeling. like, i know i don't feel anything but.. it's just, what i typed but i erased, 'cause i felt it would sound strange. and i didn't send, 'cause i thought would sound like i had feelings that i don't have and.. now, i think that maybe, if i had sent what i erased, now, i wouldn't be feeling like that. and maybe i just shouldn't be wondering about it, and asking my self "and if..?" i don't know! i'm just confused right now. and, please, you, the person who ten minutes ago was on my mind, take this doubt out of my head. well, i still don't know. well, i guess.. it's just that. i might regret putting this here, but just time will tell me that.