You hurt me and you don't even know that. It should be illegal to miss people, specially when they are next to you.

All I ask is for you to get the fuck out of my life. Why is it so hard? I'm trying to move on. You just try so hard to fuck up my life, and you barely know that you don't even need to try so much, you hurt me just because you exist.
All I asked was for you to get the fuck out of my life. Is it so hard?

be careful with your wishes, they might come true.
i've only wanted to forget who doesn't deserve to be remembered. i never said i wanted to fall in love with another problem. i hate those butterflies and those little stupid memories. i hate it so bad. if this is having a crush, i don't like it. ii don't want it.

eu AMO escrever


colocar no papel um sentimento
que muitas vezes é tão abstrato que me faltam palavras
mas é a tinta da caneta na folha, que diz o que eu tô sentindo
mas até do que o que eu escrevo

eu devia estar:
arrumando a mala
postando no outro blog
ligando pra bruna


mas eu estou animada e feliz (:
então, beijocas

I have to think.

but, yeah, i have (as always) too much on my mind. JESUS, why can't this just be over? you know? all the doubts i have. sometimes i wish i could get in the shower and let the water wash me away, like i would dissolve from being so long in the shower. i guess, that's how i feel.

um, dois, três.. testando.

on my mind:

- he's gone.
- she said you could have him
- you would never really have a chance with him
- i want the convenção to stay forever
- i want to go to italy :(
- the fact he talked to me made me feel a little beter
- maybe he still cares
- he's just an asshole, idiot, stupid, twat, wanker..
- am i difficult?
- is it all worth?
- hey.
- will i, in a few years, be able to remember who i'm talking about and that i'm talking about to different "he"s ?