be careful with your wishes, they might come true.
i've only wanted to forget who doesn't deserve to be remembered. i never said i wanted to fall in love with another problem. i hate those butterflies and those little stupid memories. i hate it so bad. if this is having a crush, i don't like it. ii don't want it.

eu AMO escrever


colocar no papel um sentimento
que muitas vezes é tão abstrato que me faltam palavras
mas é a tinta da caneta na folha, que diz o que eu tô sentindo
mas até do que o que eu escrevo

eu devia estar:
arrumando a mala
postando no outro blog
ligando pra bruna


mas eu estou animada e feliz (:
então, beijocas

I have to think.

but, yeah, i have (as always) too much on my mind. JESUS, why can't this just be over? you know? all the doubts i have. sometimes i wish i could get in the shower and let the water wash me away, like i would dissolve from being so long in the shower. i guess, that's how i feel.

um, dois, três.. testando.

on my mind:

- he's gone.
- she said you could have him
- you would never really have a chance with him
- i want the convenção to stay forever
- i want to go to italy :(
- the fact he talked to me made me feel a little beter
- maybe he still cares
- he's just an asshole, idiot, stupid, twat, wanker..
- am i difficult?
- is it all worth?
- hey.
- will i, in a few years, be able to remember who i'm talking about and that i'm talking about to different "he"s ?

I like doing this thing I do, you know? like, being the way I am with him. In the end, I'm just having fun with his face, even if he's getting all wrong, I'm still laughing, so, it's not bad, is it?
I like "playing", if we can call it playing.



I'm just thinking, ok?

dramin, how effective you are. i love you for making me sleep.
thanks
bia

I have so much in my mind. Stuff is happening and I don't even know what to do with myself.


I seriously wish she would stop lying and saying that she cares and still loves me, 'cause we both know we are barely friends now. :/

Happy New (fucking) Year, right?

can you believe it's 2011? no? yeah, me either. but it's like "hey, it's just a normal day" and we don't get to work, but yeah, i don't work, + i'm on summer break AND it's a saturday! so what ever, hey, it's new decade! yes, that's nice but it's the same life. i think people believe too much in time/date change and less in self change. it all start with us.